I depart from my usual fiction writing for this piece of non-fiction. I hope you enjoy and it encourages you to think up your own games for Goddess to play with you!
I accept the fact that I am not everyone’s cup of tea, but I am a masochistic male who enjoys suffering for women who get a ‘certain pleasure’ from punishing & torturing men. Having the privilege of living with a professional dominatrix I know too that it is both rude and selfish to put the burden on her to continually think of new, fun ways to get her sadistic pleasure.
For those of you who are playing Goddess Voltairine‘s Absolute Obedience game for the first time, you may wonder what happens if you successfully complete 108 days of sacrificing your orgasms to Her. I won’t spoil it for you, except to say Goddess is a generous and loving Goddess.
Having played Her game many times over the years, I thought perhaps I could make it more fun for Her and feed Her sadistic side rather than her nuturing, loving side, so I devised this game… to be played after my 108th day.
The game begins with me being locked into a spiked chastity device. The rules being that I can quit the game at any time however, if I do before the game reaches its natural conclusion, I will remain in chastity until I complete another cycle of her 108 days of Absolute Obedience challenge.
I consider that ample motivation not to quit early and ruin Her fun!
Then I spun the Dasa Boy’s Wheel of… for the first time!
My first stop required me to buy her an apology gift for asking to play the game and having a chance at an orgasm. I purchased Her a pair of beautiful flowing pants and a duvet cover from her Amazon wish list and then I spun again.
I spent quite a bit of time composing a heart-felt apology for being a male, for my neediness and sexual selfishness in wanting an orgasm that did nothing to serve a woman’s pleasure. And I spun for a third chance.
I confess I groaned at this one. I have never been ass fucked. Ever. I’ve done ass play, with vibrating eggs and fingers and what not, but I’ve never actually been fucked! Fortunately my wife’s fully equipped dungeon provided the answer in the form of her ShockSpot fucking machine.
After having my anal virginity taken, I crawled back to the wheel to spin again.
Taking a studded belt off the wall of the dungeon, I beat my thighs until they were sufficiently marked with angry red streaks and bruises. And then I spun yet again.
Again, having no shortage of toys in the dungeon, I got out a Erostek unit and closed the alligator clamp leads onto my nipples. I set the unit on ‘waves’, as in waves of pain, and shocked myself until I was laughing and sobbing at the same time. Considering it enough for her amusement I continued to spin the wheel again and try my luck,
The next two turns landed on ass fucking and shock therapy AGAIN! I humped a dildo suction-cupped to the floor in our medical room and in turn used a shock collar and shocked myself as I recited Her pledge.
I was starting to doubt the sanity of my choice to play the game as I realized this could continue on and on and on for a very lonnnnngggg time! But mercy smiled upon me and my very next spin finally let me off Her hook!
The rules of the game state the once you receive permission to try your luck, you advance to Dasa Boy’s Wheel #2 where your chance at an orgasm may finally come true! I spun the wheel and…
Devi is playful.
Devi is wise.
And Devi always knows what is best to please her explorations and delight!
And so, I began my next 108 day Absolute Obedience challenge the very next day without an orgasm. At the conclusion of that round I will have gone 216 days without an orgasm.<sigh> I don’t think I’ll be asking to play again… 🙂
P.S. Yes, of course I recorded the whole thing for Goddess Voltairine’s viewing enjoyment!