I’ve been thinking about porn a lot lately. In part because I’ve returned to sacrificing my orgasms to Goddess V. in Her Absolute Obedience game and the longer I go without an orgasm, the more I think about sex – and the more extreme those thoughts become. I’m sure I’m alone in that. <eyerolI> Given Her exposure to so many men here and over Her lifetime, I imagine Goddess V. as a learned, experienced scientist of male behavior. I know that for me at least, a good part of my journals revolve about sexual or sex-adjacent topics and I imagine that when she reports back to the other women she knows who may have less experience or familiarity with men, she can tell them absolutely, “Oh no. They really are obsessed with sex and do really think about it almost constantly.”
I admit that I have a shocking amount of pornography. Of course I know that I am a disgusting pervert and I am probably the only man who does <bigger eyeroll>, but whenever I come across some porn that I want to share on Goddess Voltairine’s Discord server I immediately hesitate and ask myself, “Would She approve of this one or is there something in it that is particularly offensive, insulting or objectionable to Women? And to Her especially?”
So the rabbit hole began.
If I were to offer Her access to my entire porn collection and ask Her to remove all the ones She finds objectionable for any reason, what would be left? Only Clothed Female ones? Only ones with Her image? Would She remove all the violent ones even though it is a woman committing the violence against a man? What would remain?
To be really clear, I would never ask Her too… it isn’t Her job to waste Her valuable time censoring my porn, but I do wonder. I wonder if I know Her good enough that I could apply it to all my porn myself. And would I… or am I too attached to it to delete any of it?
That thought led me to imagining, “What if women suddenly became the sole, legal producers of pornography and all the current existing porn in the world was completely erased”? Would they produce porn for men at all? If they did, what would it look like? I’m guessing women are smart enough to accept that (almost all) men will always seek out porn. Our Goddess-given hormones seem to demand it from us. So what would they choose to create for us?
I’m certain they would understand the power involved in pornography to shape societal norms. That when we masturbate we men enter an altered state in which we are very suggestible & pliable. So would the porn they produce be created largely as an indoctrination tool, suggesting only the messages they would want to embed deeply into a man’s aroused and open mind?
Would the females in their porn always be clothed while the males are not? If so, would they be dressed in ‘everyday’ wear only or would they see the value of using sexually alluring outfits on the women in their man porn? Would they be scenes of domestic happiness and romantic, devoted, and subservient love towards women? Would they cater to men’s fetishes like feet, stockings, boots (that list is endless! lol) but in a manner as to exploit them only for the betterment of women? Would there be scenes involving male’s being chastised and disciplined for wrong-doing or laziness towards a woman’s instruction?
Some women enjoy being submissive to a male partner and it is their right to have what they enjoy, so I imagine some male dom/female sub porn would be produced for their enjoyment… but would it be made illegal for a man to access or possess those types of images – like it is now to possess child-pornography?
I don’t pretend to ever know a woman’s mind. I just wonder when a Female-led Hive finally exists, would the women decide to censor their men’s access to pornography completely, would they create an ‘approved library’ of porn for them and let them be on an honor system to not view any porn from outside the Hive? Or do I think that men enlightened and subservient enough to be accepted into a Hive could be trusted to just do the right thing as far as the matter? As submissive as I am for essentially my entire life, I have a substantial amount of pornography that depicts women being tortured. It is no defense that I only have them because I fantasize myself as being in the woman’s situation.. I still fed the system that produced the images and I am still subconsciously accepting that it’s sexually exciting and acceptable to abuse women. If instructed by my Hive to destroy all those images, I would certainly struggle a bit at bare minimum.
My ‘tastes’ in porn have evolved over the years as has the porn being produced has evolved into almost exclusively clothed female/nude male porn. I say that like it’s some kind of excuse, or less offensive to women. I imagine a large part of my porn collection would still enrage, disgust and deeply offend Goddess Voltairine – a lot of women in fact.
That’s why (IMHO) we men hide our porn. Because we all know it’s offensive, disgusting and just plain wrong to the very women that we claim to adore, honor and worship.
[END OF RABBIT HOLE.]